I thought I can hold my self
I thought I can stop my mind from thinking of you
I tried to be your best friend
I tried not to stare at your photo
I tried to avoid you
But for how long
I only think of your voice
Your my dance that I can't stop
I have failed
I failed to hide my feelings for you
I can only be at ease once I'm not your friend anymore
I pity myself for failing to stop loving you
I didn't want to be mistaken for being your friend so I can find a chance and woo you
I was really your friend
But these feelings eat me up
It hurts every time not to speak to you as am trying to controlling my self
I love you so much
I have failed
Love has won
©lusungu
L