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i held you

you broke me.
emotions I that made me uneasy.
I watched the ice cold tears burn your flustered now wet rosy Red cheeks.
those baby blue eyes said it all and I was helpless.
powerless with arms I wished could console you.
a kiss.
damnit a hug.
I could feel your heart breaking.
I could hear the crack.
your heart crumbling to ash.
yet I was powerless.
wishing my heart would stop breaking with yours.
as I melted.
warm.
fuzzy.
I was in love and I didn't know it.
I was torn.
between love and a lust that could exist.
yet I sat there inches from you feeling the shiver of your pretty little heart turning into a gaping black hole.
as I crawled.
closer and closer.
till my lips touched yours gently but surely.
as I tasted you in my mouth.
as I picked you up and placed you in my lap.
brushing your loose blonde long bang away from your blue eyes.
as they ignited with a fire I never seen before.
as you kissed me back.
over and over again.
your hands consuming me.
swallowing me whole.
as I laid you down.
taking you down slow.
leaving your mind wandering.
and your problems melting away.
as I held you.
made love to you.
leaving you feeling some type of way.
©darkmocha