I woke up this morning dreaming of you
I found myself saying
Why is it so hard to walk away
When I'm already over you
Lord please tell me what to do
I can't do this no more
My body's too torn
Everyday I wake up
And it's the same thing every morn
Wherever I go
Anything I do
It doesn't matter it just all reminds me of you
So I don't know what to do
I can't continue to live this way
So please Lord tell me your little game is over
'Cause I never even wanted to play
I just want someone to be there
No matter what it takes
But it always seems to end in a world of hate
People coming up and asking me
Why I don't have no one to call my own
Man they don't know
How lonely it really is to be at home
Can't lay down to fall asleep
'Cause I ain't gonna' be able to rest in peace
Why can't my soul just be free
So I don't have to worry
If there is any mistakes left in me
And you ain't giving me anything
So I'm sitting here waiting
Wishing on brighter things
Because I'm just all out of words
There ain't nothing left to say
And there is only one person in this world
That can tell me why I'm living my life this way
But it sucks 'cause he can't talk to me
And there's no one else to blame
How I wish I could change
Everything in my life
And don't have to worry about living in harm
But with no love in your life
You don't have anything to put in your arms
It would be so nice if all if our lifes
Was just like charmed
But what about all those days you use to stay with me
The impression of your head is still in my pillow
I can't help but see
The smell of your skin is still on my bed sheets
And I just wanna' weep
But I have to stay strong
Can't let it get to me
So I burnt every last one of them sheets
So I don't have to worry about you
Coming in my dreams
And messing up everything I ever had
Damn girl don't you know
That I just want you in the past
Or better yet
I don't want the memory of you at all
Because everyday of my life with you
Was just another day feeling so small
And there wasnt enough maryjane in the world
To help me figure you out
So I just gotta' wipe the memory of you out
And just hope that God sends another one of you down
So I don't have to live everyday of my life
In this pout
Because every girlfriend I ever had
Just seems to throw me out
And I just
And I just can't seem to figure it out
Man it feels like when I lay my head down to find a dream
I wake up even more tired than I did when I fell asleep
It's like it takes so much out of me
To even think of you
So tell me why I can't get the single thought of you
Out of my head
Lord please tell me
So I don't have to worry when I go to bed
Because I don't want to sit here alone at home
I don't want to know what it feels like
To die alone
C