Today I realized that there only so much I can take
I broke down and cried so many times for my mistakes
Force to see other in such a light
Turn and walked away to avoid a fight
I know my life was toxic and bring you pain you see
But leaving you was harder for me
I thought I love you like no other
Leaving you I want no other
The thought of starting over frightened me
My future is unknown to me
I became the victim of my silence
Ignoring it was my defense
I know just what I was putting myself through
But I did it because I loved you
I finally found the way to walk away
Knowing that it's easier for me to stay
But my heart couldn't take it anymore
This pain that you continue bring to me for sure
©tinamarie
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