you think I don't see your ways you think I don't know your face you feel as though I have no memory you think I'm to stupid to figure it out
your no smarter then me but then again you have always thought you were
no let me see how we going to start this personal battle you have with me
are you my enemy or are you my friend do you want to love me or is it the end to me
let me fill you in on my point of view I was once a stupid little kid with a head full of dreams all kinds of fantasies nothing changed were that's concern my imagination still runs wild and free it not what you would call lost in the head or crazy to me it a place to hide away from all that damn pain you speaking of it's an escape of this raw reality...
let me tell you how I have changed my head carries way less air there is hardly anymore bubbles I see it for what it is and I'm not scared to say it still beautiful to me that's the ugly truth
now if you didn't know no one gets it right the first time around you have to make them goddam mistakes you have to ultimately fuck up to learn how to better yourself
I was a selfish bitch I never knew I'm sorry from me to you if you still feel that shitty pain if I could I would take it all away all I can do is try to make it right try to make you see I was just a girl who didn't know every move was only a actions that was set forth by the domino before why you hide your face show it to me I want to no your name
you can only hide in words so like bg before there is no more words to say if you love me then show me who you truely are why you want to decieve your on being you know you know you love me as much as I love you you know there is a great big connection I am the one for you but this you already knew you belong to me I was yours many lifetimes ago you loved me as a kid
I can't believe you thought you would slid this right by me I'm not that conseeded I'm not that simple minded give me a little credit you know good and we'll my personality I know you energy to
I never said you could write your words are pretty to I just want to love you to not through any kind of hate just me and you plan and simple learning to walk that tight rope together learning to walk again with no pain no fears and learning how to trust again healing them dam wounds
©angelaoaks
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