You won I lost,but that doesn't mean that I never learnt...
You taught me things that if I'd ended up winning I wouldn't have known
Now am greatfull for losing to you..
Because I now know that a person's worst enemy can be their own selves..
I allowed myself to trust you,
and because of that you hurt me repeatedly..
I allowed myself to forgive you every now and then despite knowing very well that I shouldn't,
But you ended up betraying me again and again,
I don't blame you,
I blame my own self for allowing you to use me
I ended up being my own enemy..
I ended up destroying and breaking my heart endlessly..
©fayomy
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