I must be stupid,
I know I'm fucked up?
I must be gullible,
I know I'm crazy?
I must be strong,
I know I'm not weak?
U made me wise, I can smell a bullshiter a mile away!
U made me strong, I can take anything U throw at me, bring it on!
U have almost turned my heart to stone!
U know me inside and out,
u created this monster,
u know that u did,
then left her alone to fight like a kid!
I always believed in U without a dought in my mind
There was a time u never lied, honestly was our way of life,
the very best policy u should tee
Respect always given,
no yelling and screaming,
no unkind words spoken,
no endless pokin!
tears always returning!
Lies continue flowing,
hearts continue broken,
Life continues movin,
Never slowin, passing u by as if in slow motion,
never showing true emotion,
Giving up, not option,
Being broken,
Being, lonely,
Slowly gripping reality,
Wishing for some kind of normalcy,
Agervated with the crazy bitch inside of me
Arguing with the invisible person beside me,
secretly wishing it'd pick up that gun and just shoot me
leaving me there to die!
©robecca
R