At a certain point it happens
Life becomes too real
And nothing can hold back
From what is about to be.
I don't know
How close I need to get
To blind out the surroundings
And focus on the real.
I know you're gone,
But this reality Is
crashing down on me.
Crashing down
to defeat all purpose..
I know you're gone,
I'm just not ready,
I'm In resistant disbelief.
When this emotion sets in
I'm passing out,
far beyond the breaking point.
I don't know
how far I need to be
from all I don't want to see.
To regain perspective.
Ever In resistant disbelief,
I know,
Yet I struggle
to find purpose
and form,
I know,
But the truth just
seems to makes it harder.
I know you’re gone,
I'm just not ready.
©infj-loki
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