somebody asked me about you
and I said did not know you
those who knew us
I told them we where friends
I lied
should I have said he is my lover
and have them look at me with their judging eyes
I already hold the guilt of our love
she called me last night weeping
I consoled my self and said to me
"she does not love him right"
how should i have told her that
from morning to evening you are mine,
she asked me if I love I said "no"
l lied, I thought I lied to her
but I lied to myself,
just to comfort me
©gratitude
G