I lied to myself that i will be okay if he leaves,i want him just on a whim
I told myself that he is not what my whole life is about but deep down i know i weave dream thinking about him.
I lied to myself that he is just a sudden gust of wind,i want him because of attraction.
I told myself that he is not what my whole life is about but deep down i know without him there will be no peace my life will be diffraction.
I lied to myself that its just a fling he will fade away like every storm runs out of rain.
I told myself that he is not what my whole life is about but deep down i know if he gives up on me i will be completely insane.
©lamia.k.h
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