I may have said some hurtful words
I soon grew to regret
I always told you i loved you
I always said " mommy I love you"
Cause I knew someday I'd lose you
I didn't expect it to be so soon
And when you left
It felt like a sword had been
Shoved right to my heart
Will I ever recover?
Will I ever be okay again?
You were my strength
You were my heart
My missing piece
Saw how you suffered
Saw the way you struggled
Saw the pain you went through
The hurt you had to face
Wanted to be there for you
Wanted to grow and work for you
Wanted you to see
That you shouldve been proud of me
Wanted you to hug me for all eternity
Wanted to see you
At my matric farewell
Wedding
Birthdays
And 21st
But I knew the day you got sick
Was the day it was all over
And I lost myself in you
I remember when you said to me
"Keep being you, chase your dreams
And make me happy"
I wanted to do just that but along the way I got discouraged
I lost myself in you
And when I saw that you were gone
I remembered
How you looked
With the word sorry in your eyes
I wished I couldve done
Something
All I knew back then
Was that i lost you
And I lost my self in you
Now all I face everyday is sad, hurtful day
That reminds me of what you had to face
©mixhelle
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