It hurts
it hurts the way you left me
why did you made all those promises
if you weren't gonna keep them
All those thorns you implanted in me
are causing nothing but pain
numbing all my senses
You taught a 15 year old girl
how to hate herself
now I not only hate myself
but I've realised I'm a witch
A useless witch
who still cares for the same boy
Who broke her heart
All those morning messages
All those sweet comforting words
I Miss Them
But looking back at the things you did
The things you said
Depriving me of my innocence
I Hate You
The sparkle that came with your
Fake lovely text
made me believe that I loved you even if I didn't
I shared my secrets
And now that your gone
I not only hold your secrets
But I fear mine being published
As I lay in my bed
with all these thoughts
racing through my mind
Were you even real?
or Just a fragment of
my imagination
You touched my body without my permission
you put your pervy eyes and hands where you shouldn't have
I shouldn't have expected anything from you
Cuz I always knew you were a follower not a leader.
We never matched and it worked for a while
you were toxic
but was labelled
"I love you" instead.
©treatchi
T