I still think of the very moment I laid my eyes upon you
When I rolled into your personal space, hopeless as I was
You empathised on my journey, emotionally related on what I had went through
When others judged, you turned a blind eye
Looked at things with a different view
You revoked my ignorance
Love exists, and that is true
I still reminisce on the days I let you soften my solid-rock heart
When I let you infiltrate my palace like poison squirted on a ranger's dart
Loving you was an art
Little did I know you were too focused on the odds
Took me for a fool, toyed with as if I was casino cards
I was in love, and funny enough
I still love you
I am taken for a maniac for at days I call out your name
Randomly scream out my lungs and ease is attained
Feels like I am a participant in some sort of a sick game
I am the puppet seeking vengeance from the puppeteer
Twisted thoughts, justice urged is for you to be obliterated in flames
Tempted to do the unspeakable, only held back by shame
Your corrosive nature has corroded my internals
I still love you, but things will never be the same.
to be continued...
©infinitee
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