J

I Loved Lovelessly

I loved you like I was never loved before. I expected the world out of you and somehow so much more. You gave me what you had and I decided it somehow was never enough. What started out pleasantly smooth switched up and got tough. Tallied up all our wrong doings
Perceived by each other. Became the toxicity that seems so hard now to recover. My soul screams in anger and in pain. Such an opportunity we had with so much to gain. I wonder if our love is something we can save.
Or is it lost for us somewhere in an unmarked grave. I should have just loved you and felt the release. And allowed the love you had for me to bring my weary heart peace. Something I will always wish I could go back and redo. Then maybe I wouldn't be wondering what it's like to be truly loved again by you.
©justin_ur