I loved you yesterday but not today, today I love myself more.
There's absolutely nothing much to say, why?
Because you closed that door.
You showed me I didn't love myself enough,
maybe because you made me cry, way too many times,
maybe you didn't appreciate me or loved me the way
I thought you should or would?
Maybe because you chose yourself over me,
maybe because you could not
express your love the way I wanted you to be?
Sometimes, I think you were too selfish and too cold,
or maybe I just thought that your habit is bad and old,
you were self observed, definitely is confirmed,
because rather to give, you took a piece by piece of me,
not giving me a reason to live,
leaving nothing behind just wide emptiness and darkness
just by being so heartless.
You didn't care why I stopped paying attention to
what you have to say, or what you will do, maybe
because you killed my love for you...
I loved you yesterday, but not today, today I love myself more.
You took that last piece of me and my love and crushed it into
thousand small pieces, you got rid of my love like an old glove,
and all what I could see was me,
becoming sad and feeling very bad just
like a wounded soldier after the battle when the damage is done,
and people were gone and there's nothing to say or to do,
because I know in my head I was far away from you.
My mind was blurry and confused repeating the same words,
I loved you yesterday but not today,
today i love myself more, there's absolutely nothing much to say...
I loved you, but that was before not today, not anymore...
©kami
K