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i miss you

It's like once I hit that one week mark , my heart starts aching for you. 
One week isn't long,  I mean its only seven days and Its not like your reaching out for me . One week of nothingness.  No texts,  no calls , just pure dreams and fantasies.  Those are the only moments I see you.  The only moments I hold you , kiss you . Dam I miss you. I fight myself daily , im torn between I need to talk to you and knowing you don't give a dam about me. I'm not her,  not a priority,  just a body you dipped your long deep strokes in. Ugh. I miss you. I hate you. Why do I feel like I need you. 
©scorpiomom