Ignored text messages
Ignored calls
I have gotten so used to that
I have welcomed loneliness
I lie in my bed all day trying not to think of you
sometimes I find myself crying
then this loneliness slowing became depression
I tried reaching out but you were always too busy
I tried to acting tough,smile like it's okay but I breakdown the minute in close the door
I wish I could pick up the call the next time you call
but I have gotten used to you not being there that I have forgotten what it was like to talk to you
©pretiestef
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