I hide my crying face,
Behind the smiling face.
And for sure nobody can trace,
That I am going through a difficult phase.
I am quite talking a little.
My heart has become brittle.
Can't tolerate a little pain,
Tears fall like a rain.
I want my friend,
To look at my heart windows.
As on them I depend,
But still to be happy I pretend.
My heart is not so strong,
When I loose what I belong.
Pain remains deep inside
I breakdown and can't decide
What to do to gain back the friendship.
I apologise to myself,
As I gifted my heart a friend.
Who leaves the place beside,
When I need them the most.
I miss the memories,
I miss moments that we shared.
I miss the smile we put on us,
I miss the tease,
I miss to share my sadness,
I miss you as my friend,
Holding my hands tight,
Saying everything will be right.
I miss the old you,
I miss the days back,
I really miss you.
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