I never wanted to die, but I wanted to know that I could feel alive. I cut my wrist i stopped questioning why I exist. When I saw how much I could bleed I just let the blade take the lead. To those people that never saw my pain im fine I just like to see my blood drain. This isn't a suicide note i just want you to know I have the remote. I decide if I want to stop or play my life sometimes I just forget the remote and depend on a knife. I won't feel better writing these words that are spoken but at least I'll feel a little less broken.
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