I never knew where to start
I thought it was best I kept quiet as I was stun-struck
I didn’t even know where my love for you ends
I remember a time when my deepest fear was us staying friends
You enchanted me in every single way I couldn’t get enough of you
All I wanted was for you to be my baby boo
It was like my heart by you was chewed
And I felt a chill like I was on the North Pole nude
With you I felt something different
You never made me belligerent
Those feeling’s mutuality was incoherent
So I wanted to remove the smog and make it the clearest
That’s the problem “wanted” and “felt”
Where there was a valley of cherry blossoms is now a bushveld
All I can say now is those are the memories I held
Every time I tried to give up you pulled me in and I foolishly got propelled
Frankly, darling I just wish I could care again
But what’s the point if there’s no gain
I try and try and you led on but again I fail
I felt like I was standing outside and coming down was hail
Therefore I find you toxic
You don’t love me and im just there loving you quixotic
Now I see me loving you wasn’t logic
I find it so ironic
It felt all good like a cherry blossom blooming
And frankly darling I have an urge to write a cheque
As doomy it is the cheque’s currency is reality
It may be hard to digest but I need a reality check
©kobamelo
K