I PRETEND
To be happy
I pretend
To be joyful
I PRETEND
to understand
In the midst of confusion
I PRETEND
to see clearly
Thought darkness
blinds me
I PRETEND
to be up
when I'm really down
I PRETEND
I'm hopeful
when I'm actually
In dought.
I die to my self
To not worrie anyone else
I ignore my own problems and stress
Just to upleft the rest
I go don't eat
To feed the hungry
BUT PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME
I'M NOTHING
I AM WORTHLESS
WITHOUT MY SAVIOUR
CHRIST JESUS
all the glory be to him
for helping me
TESTIFY
AND RELATE
TO PEOPLE
WHO ARE JUST THE SAME
AS ME!!!
IN DESPERATE NEED OF PEACE
AMEN
©spitfire
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