I scare myself
At how strong I became
When you left me in ambiss
And told me not to wait
I scare myself
Of how I turned out
Maybe, I am too dead to die
Or too broken to break
I scare myself
Of my hate so numb
I can finally breath
The air of depression
I scare myself
Of my love so dead
A passion to forget
Did I really love you?
I scare myself
Of how slowly it kills me
Cause I can't bear your truth
I lost you
©ray-cpal
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