ice cold salty tears burned your cheek as they left a trail and hit the concrete.
it's was raining pouring and I could hear the constant ache in your chest getting larger.
you were hyperventilating.
and I was helpless.
paralyzed by your pain.
as you drowned in misery.
no one offered to help.
this immensely broke my heart.
to pieces that I wanted to give you.
to love someone so much that you would die for them.
that's how I felt.
I would practically go to war just to see you smile again.
I would kill just to hear you laugh again.
as we stood there in the rain freezing cold and all I wanted to do was put my arms around you.
watching you cry.
watching you stand there all alone.
ruined me.
it cut me at the core.
as a human.
as a man.
they would pay dearly for hurting you.
I said underneath my cold shivering breath.
we could die right here and All I wanted was to be with you.
and that killed me.
I seeing you hurt.
seeing the girl who ask for nothing in return just suffer.
it broke me in more ways than one.
as I watched you cry.
as I didn't want to leave you.
I didn't want to go home.
we're such passionate creatures at that moment I didn't want you to suffer alone.
did I love you? yes! I wanted to.
but I was in the friend zone and couldn't get out.
knowing the only way I could help was only if you let me out.
©darkmocha
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