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I should feel lucky..

I have feelings for two men,
One I love, and one I have as my best friend.
The problem is my best friend is dying, and thinks we have a chance to be together.
He used to be my forever.
We went back to the friend zone,
Met a new man who loves me, he was hurt like me and alone.
When I finally felt happy again,
My world is feeling like it's the end.
My best friend is dying,
Here I am lying,
Here we are, crying,
But still i find myself, trying.
Don't know how I will break the news.
There is only one man, i can choose.
I should feel lucky, but i don't because either way i may lose both of them.
Here i go losing the love of my life or my best friend.
©terrylin53