I should've known better than to let you in
I thought, maybe, this time, my soul would win.
For once I wasn't focused on other's,
instead, I learn to put myself first like none other.
But, you managed to open my heart and cause so much damage.
I know I've done so many wrong.
I prayed about my mistakes and with you I thought that's where I belong.
I never should've let you in
I never should've gave you the chance to "win"
I don't hate you
I won't fight you
All I'm saying now
from today, I don't want you.
Bernelee Jacobs
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