S

I Sit Alone

Ooh I had To Get out The house
and go for a long drive
just me all alone
with tears within my eyes
my mind is on a place
where i can be alone
ive got to clear my mind
So much is going on
I am driving ..to the tune
the tune of the streets
yet i am deep within my thoughts
im feeling pain and Misery
now ive reached my destination
im finally at this park
so i sit upon this bench
what is broken is my heart
im looking at the water
flowers....clouds in the sky
I hate this chapter in my life
im holding back.. i want to cry
i need a solution
but for now i am at peace
as i think .. look at nature
its so beautiful
but not me
i see ducks..i see butterflies
green grass and famillies near
but im sad on the inside
i needed peace an so im here
it feels good though.
breeze is blowing across my body
accross my face
as i.kick back relax and enjoy
this place
a voice inside my head
goes its gonna be ok
so i suck up all the anguish
and enjoy this me time
within this day......
oh well its gonna be okay
girl its gonna Be Okay.
©sweettee09