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I Started It

Life is really unpredictable,
And you made my life questionable.
Everyone's really gonna change,
That makes your life ruin like there's a big seige.
You're like a guardian angel,
That came to my life and makes me feel better.
But I lose you first for being a dumb as hell,
That eventually made us have a gap which became bigger.
I am the one who lost the bond first,
But why does I'm feeling this kind of agony?
I just want to let out a big cursed,
As my heart's want to feel numb painfully.
It really hurts like a stab in my chest,
Because you were the best among the rest.
But I should get myself up and dry my tears,
And face one of my fears.
Fear of letting go someone you loved,
Fear of being civil to someone you once so closed with.
But I promise you that whatever we had,
Will always be part of me and will never be ceased.
©aesthetic1