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I still loving you

When we meet first time , I didn't notice you
Your space didn't exist my heart
I loved another woman
That was first sight love
Now I think that was seems like the fascination of children
I was continuously watching her
And wrote own love verse
When I was face to face with her
I'm shying and look other way
I never noticed you
That day she go away from me
Without didn't say her ' I love you'
I was sad and depressed
I was think her silently
Finally I promised myself , I don't love anyone again
But I notice someone sit in front
That was you
I'm not lying that I fell in love at first sight
When I talk and watching
That was Truly peaceful
Like the looking for full moon
I beginning get used to for some reason
When another women a hard to understand
I talk to you more better and comfortable
Maybe that moment I fell in love with you
But I was lie myself
And don't think I love you
It's a temporary attraction
Trying hard to believe myself
But I really loved you
It's like an ocean falling to the end of the world
She come back
But I was realize , I didn't love her anymore
If you are not in my eyes now
The day without you seemed boring
It's like getting wet alone in the night rain
I fell in love with you
It's like I'm alone in the universe without you
You change that day
When I first surprising and shocked
I'm not get used to it for your new image
But I realized to still loving on you
Whatever you changed yourself
I will still loving you
Whatever it is outside of you
You will be the same for inside
That rainy day I saw you
You walking together my best friend
That moment my heart
For some reason, I was feel in a lot of pain
I was first time suspect you
You are not mine, but my heart
It was like stitching needles
Some reason I want to walking you in place of him
Since that day
I suspect you of every man
He was my best friend , but like enemy
I was trying closer to you
Study your favorite things
Be close to your friend
But I didn't seem to be succeeding
Because there were more people knew you way better than me
But I did not give up
I tried and more tried
Just like a bull trying to hit a red cloth
But I crated many mistakes
I thought maybe some of them that is I did right
I thought for three months and decided
I decided to tell you I love you
I was ready for any answer
But when that day came
You've already gone somewhere else
I was disappointed in myself
If I had made my decision earlier
I've been trying to forget you ever since
I fell in love twice
But I noticed something
They were very similar to you in some ways
But it never seems to replace you
I love you with all my heart
I realized two years later
Three years have passed since then
I still love you
Someday maybe in the future I hope to see you again
Maybe you're old or maybe a single person has children
I don't care
I want to say I love you
Even then, I will still love you
©unzero