I thought I was lost but I was just confused

I wake up cold sweats visions of us no longer in my head I say to myself would have changed we're still the same people laugh smoke hang out that's all that it takes some laughter here hanging with some Pierce very little arguing but everyone disagrees nothing's ever going to be perfect in this world we live but I always felt like as long as I have you nothing else exists it seems like poof almost in an instant everything turned to shit but it but it wasn't really an instant we lasted 12 years so all I can say is thank you for the love the experience and my beautiful kids