I Tried

I wasn't scared
Drunk, unhappy
At rock bottom
I'd let go of it all
I said goodby
I said I love you
I was ready
My body said no
Your not ready to go
My face above the bowl
My stomach in knots
I had given up hope
But my body said no
I woke on the bathroom floor
A shadow of the night on my tongue
A headache for days
I was stupid I failed
I'll have to continue my life
For now
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