I always try to be the best one
That one girls who makes
Everyone jealous of her
I try everyday to see the best of me
But still, I can't win against my self
Used to hate myself more than anything
Depends on anyone
who made me feel low
But that wasn't what I really wanted
Then I fell again losing my self
Tried everything to be the ideal girl
Thought that would fill
the hole in my heart
Being judged for I am
No, stop I had enough
Ya, tell me what's left to do next
What should I do to fulfil my desires
Do I have to change for people again
Or, continue this path all in my own
©elzabeth
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