Beleive it or not
I USED TO BE
An atheist
An angry unbeliever
yet I could preach
A dam good sermon
During every single debate
I left beleivers speechless
As they could not
Answer my questions
I won every battle
leaving Christians baffled
I even made some beleivers
Question the Holy Bible
Think twice about there faith
Led seasoned beleivers astray.
I disliked everything to do with Christ
I didn't consider
Nor believe in anything
Not even me.
I was bruised abused broken and used
No emotions
No heart
No feelings
I was numb to everything
Angry and outraged
I hated the cards
I was dealt
And decided to fold
Why even bother
To waste my time
when I'm predestined to loose
It was so painful
To walk in my very own shoes
Hopeless
Depressed
tormented
Anguished
Out casted
Abandoned
A target for abusive hatred
I was broken...
Someone's prey
And Victim
Allways judged
And left with no protection
Therefore
I was faithless
My only escape
And peace
I found threw
Addiction
And
Alcoholism
I was on a suicidal mission
My family was left
On there knees
Face's to the floor
Pleading and begging the Lord
For my healing restoration deliverance
And salvation
I could have sworn
They jinxed me
Because I finally
Hit rock bottom
I threw the towel in
Got on my knees
and apologised to Christ
I felt His love
Consume
And
Transform me
And that night
I was brought back to life
Confessed my sins
Was anointed
And Bornagain
And then
The next morning
I woke up
A brand new creature
No longer numb
I felt emotion
I was
Called
Chosen
Anointed
And Appointed.
LONG STORY SHORT
I was converted from
Atheism
To a Christian
And still
To this day
I will never
Forfeit
My mighty mission
Will be COMPLETED
IN THE NAME OF
CHRIST JESUS!!!
©spitfire
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