R

I want it all back

My life was once perfect for years and years.
I've cried and cried all my tears.
I lost my dad whom was my best friend.
I never expected it to ever end.
My beautiful mother is very sick.
cancer is nothing she wanted to pick.
My beautiful wife told me to leave.
22 years it's hard to believe.
All of this happened in the same month.
My life just feels like a ship that has sunk.
Depression is something I've never been through.
I'm fighting so hard to try something new.
All I can think is what could I have been done.
I know that it's life but it's not any fun.
If I got it all back there's so much I would do.
I would start it all over like it's all brand new.

depression sucks....