Countless times I have been thinking about what we have
Countless times I have been thinking about what we are
You're hurting and sweetening me, how are you comfortable?
You're hugging and pushing me, how do you manage?
While I am screaming with joy, you're wavering
While you are all I want, you're backing out
The only time I get to know how I feel is to pour my heart out on a sheet
The only time I get to feel you is to imagine
It's confusing me
How you behave this way I don't know
You give me assurance and take it back
You break me and mend me
I want out
Love I want out
©kayte
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