it's been 5 years,
but Everytime I look at you
I feel I should have more
but I'm trapped between my present and my past
drowning in my tears and the pain you caused me
living in regret and frustration .
But you looked away
like it wasn't your fault in the first place .
I want to let go of the pain and aches
but it's too late cause I'm now living in them.
©charllot
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