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I want you to feel my shame..

That night when we all went out for drinks, what did you have in mind?
Everyone was laughing, drinking, and having fun. You were becoming a little flirtatious with him, I'm telling you I'm not blind.
Sometimes, mistakes can never be undone.

That night changed a lot of peoples lives, because of you.
You have a boyfriend, so why did you get a little greedy?
Your my cousin, your supposed to be true.
We're blood, but you keep making the same mistakes, you lie, you cheat, and after its done you say " what did I do?"

It's the second guy that I have liked that you have set your claws on.
Because, were family, I have to forgive you, but I will never forget it. Thank god I'm strong!
One day your time will come and some one will break your heart.
I hope when that happens, I'll be there to watch you fall apart.
Like both times you hurt me, I want you to feel the betrayal and pain.
I want you to be standing there crying, I want you to feel my shame.
I want you to look them in the eyes feel my hurt, my pain, and say no one is to blame.
©terrylin53