All i can do is watch you get high
It tears me apart when you shoot it
or smoke it. The monster has taken
Over i miss the old you, i miss you
being there.
Every night go to sleep wondering
are you a live are you dead i miss
Calling you when i need you. It
Hurts me watching the monster
Take you over. You used to be
A beautifull mom.
You said You always be there for me
And now if i call you never pick up.
im growing up with out you.your face
has changed. I wish you would have
Never tries the monster it kills me to
Know that you are doing it.
Seeing you like this makes me cry.
Someone sees how much it effects
Me.. tells me its not my fault.i watch,
In the back of my head i think why
Did you get this far. I cant anymore
So this is goodbye.
©stitches
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