I watched you leave.
my heart heavy about to cave in.
the constant ache serenading me.
tears burned my eyes.
a breath choked my lungs.
as I memorized the sway of your hips.
the sweet swish of your thighs sounding like the sweetest song my ears can witness.
torn I see the doors leading to unknown closing the Gap.
I should've ran after you.
I should've lifted you in my arms.
bear hugged you.
kissed you hard till the agony of pulling away from you was too great.
too sweet at the taste.
yet love breaking in me tearing me from piece and piece.
yet I choose to die every time I see you.
my eyes cornering you.
a indelible twinkle that didn't want you to leave.
yet I saw you.
and my heart became a symphony of sorrows.
yet I was nothing.
you left me like I was nothing.
yet the tears they wanted to exist.
but in reality they couldn't.
they could only burn.
as I suffocated.
torn by love that destroyed me.
yet I choose to feel again.
©darkmocha
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