I wish you had fulfilled
The little needs of my life!
I wouldn't have been a boat
In the middle of an ocean
Without an oar!
Whatever I do and
Whenever I do,
Are always in vain!
I wish I were the God!
None would have ever felt
The way I had....!
No poor no rich, and
No ups and downs:
Such a wonderful and pleasant life
I would have granted them
With anything they like.
He could be something
That doesn't ever exists,
Or just a belief
That we believe He exists.
Perhaps, I was on the wrong,
"He would ever help".
Now I regret and repent
For the belief I had on him!
©birgon
B