I wish apon a shooting star
Today I wished on a shooting star and then i just thought of you over and over I wished for our love to last.
Everytime I close my eyes I see you standing there I always wished that day you would of turned back around to stare at me but all he did was just to continue to walk away.
All my life I had a weakness in love that's why I never fall hard in relationships this time he was the one to walk away I slowly sheded a tear whenever I remember that day.
He was the only one who knew me best now I have no one left a part of me died the day he left ill never be that same girl again.
Now I see him standing there again only this time hes stand next to another woman she looks like me but its not me only this time hes happy and ill be okay with that this time he sees me standing there but now its my turn too walk away.
He yells my name i get a chill i have a twar but i will not turn my head back i will ignore him like he did to me that day it hurts but ill be strong and okay ill live strong life and have a cold heart.
He then remembers what he did to her only this time he actually sheds a tear but he then smiles cause he sees i'm now strong he then left a letter written for me.
I read the letter saying he always loved me hell never forget our life we had he told me to have a good life and ill find a better husband someday take care and i love he then says P.S. your the woman ill always love ull never understand why i had to end our life we had.
I then smile and shed happy tears knowing i'm the woman hell always love i can now move on knowing he always did care i know ill never know why it ended this way but one day i'll find out why.
I just saw a twinkling star and just smiled and thought of him shining bright just like his eyes god i miss those amazing nights i will find someone someday that is just as amazing as he was.
I read the paper and saw the news it was him he died in a crash the other night so the man i saw the other day was him his soul coming to say goodbye if id known i would of looked back to say my last goodbyes but i didn't know his life would end so soon.
The twinkling star i saw was him watching over me telling me hes alright hes resting now in peace that woman i saw was his mom coming to collect him that gives me chills knowing it was two souls i saw they looked so pale and tired.
I'm at his grave i shed a tear then i break down knowing i wont ever see his face again ill never know what happened and why he left me but now i know why 'cause he was very sick he was dyeing and he didn't wanna see me in pain he didn't wanna hurt me this way.
I understand why now and i don't blame him for leaving me this way if it were reverse i would of done the same.
I write him back a letter i know hell never read i read it to him at his grave.
Dear him i understand why u left me
I forgive u for what u did but if i would if known u were sick i would of stayed with u through it all i know it would of hurt me but atleast you would of not been alone i couldn't imagine dying by your self must be very painful.
I know you cant hear me or see me or feel me no more but your always in the sky in the twinkling stars and in my heart.
Ill always remember u.
P.S. I whisper to his stone i love you then the wind blew i knew it was him trying to touch me and telling me ill be okay and happy again i shed a tear with a smile and then i get up and walked away knowing ill have a happy life ahead of me knowing i got my closure why he left.
©nini100
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