I sat here on my bed and stared at his picture wishing he was right beside me i never sleep in our room its too empty without you.
I sit there and i keep replaying the news wishing it wasnt you that died that night helping people was always your best strenth but in the end it led you to your death.
I always sit here outside on our porch swinging and looking at the clouds i know your still here i see you everywhere i feel you everywhere i just wish i can touch you again and kiss you one last time the sad part is i never got to say goodbye.
I live everyday and wonder where you are up in the sky tears fall down everytime i see couples walking around i wished it was me and you thats walking hand in hand.
Im sitting here in our room thinking of all our memories we had i feel a cold chill and got the goosebumps i know all the windows are closed and thats when i smiled and layed down and all i felt was arms that are cold i knew it was him that came to say hello i knew he loved me and wanted to come back home.
I finally get to spend bit of time laying in my bed with the one i love i talk to him and i laugh i finally was happy again i closed my eyes and layed there i finally was able to fall asleep in our bed once again i was happy i got to say goodbye to him i got to hold and see him once again now his soul is set free he may rest in his peace ill be okay now ive got my closure.
I can move on now with my life i can put away all my life behind and start a new chapter of a better healthy life.
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