The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever
the echo that silence brings
Is not always about peace
But the turmoil within
I wish you knew
How much I have had to fix my heart
When it’s been broken too many times
It’s used to been deformed
But just because I am strong enough to handle pain doesn’t mean I deserve it
In am exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel
I wish you knew
the dark corners my mind has travelled to
The twisted scenes that play out
From the mild to the most drastic
I try to reason with these demons
That keep me awake at night
Offer some liquid courage
Atleast to them they don’t think I am a hypocrite
I wish you knew
How much I want to scream
But I am gagged by the thought
That it’s all my fault
No matter what I’m going through
You’ll always find a way to make me the fool
I wish you knew
How many times I have counted the cars that drive by
Wondering which one will give me a swift lift to the after life
Maybe there I will find peace of mind
©️Ms.NINA
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