How I wish you knew how it's difficult for me
All the pain I feel each and every day of my life
I wish you knew how hard it is for me
Pretending I'm fine but deep inside I'm hurting
I wish you knew all the tears that I don't let them out
Faking a smile each day to show I'm fine but I'm not
I don't want people to think I'm that weak person
Every night is horrible for me
Fighting so hard to get some sleep but all I get is sleepless nights
I keep on thinking about you and can't erase all the memories
Staring at my phone hoping you will call but all in vain
How I wish you knew have not forgotten anything about you
We might not talk but no day has passed by without me thinking about you
I wish you knew I still love you
I still care about you
I still miss you each and every day
It might be easy for you
You might have moved on
You might have forgotten about me
But in my mind and in my heart is where you
©susansue
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