The whole world was woken up by my screeching, crying, and turbulent roars.
I was slamming and banging on all the walls and doors.
Begging for this to stop.
The eggshells that I walk on each day.
The zipped lip I have to keep when an outsider tries to make me look bad.
Keeping composed when my keep the peace mode is in over drive.
My body language has to use the disguise.
Then there is the calm before the storm.
So on mornings like this dont act like I'm crazy.
Respect my feelings,
Instead of being so quick to interrupt,
Otherwise we have these tantrums that are not any good for us.
So when the building shakes and the rumbling of my emotions begin to break.
Think about what you have put me through and hope one day somebody you love and care for, dont play this mind bending games with you.
Its true one day you will stand in my shoes, and realize what hell I have been put through.
So when your competing with somebody else, you can tell me how you keep all your feelings on the shelf.
Explain to me how you can , because if this was reversed, our relationship would end.
Say its not so, you say.
Sorry pal, this is the crap you need to know in order to make it right with me or I will be the one and the first to start letting go.
Apology from you I dont expect .
Reason being cause you have no idea how to respect yourself so why could you respect me.
Love is more than bills and sex,
It's a road of ups and downs, and goals two people want to do together.
Unfortunately here,the glitch is, the road has now split.
I'm going to ditch and dig out.
It's not worth the time to debate or fight about.
I lost my fizz now it is what is.
I woke the world up today,
Sorry but now I feel much better my case was made.
©number14
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