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I Wonder

I wonder what it'd be like
To have you here by my side
Raining with lightning strike
And our bodies collide
I wonder about you
And the things you like to do.
What makes you feeling blue,
And things that you thought through.
I wonder what you'll do,
When i reach what i pursue,
When we do the taboo,
And our sinful thoughts subdue.
Will you unwrap me like a gift ?
Open the wrappings neat ?
Unwrap me on the bed sheet,
Stare with eyes filled with heat.
What are you thinking about ?
Let me intrude your deep thought
Your soul is always filled with doubt
Just let me see you inside out
I wonder what colour your eyes are,
When the sunlight shines from afar.
The stare of yours that is so bizzare,
Will it change when you play the guitar
While you are smoking your cigar
Or while youre telling me about your scar.
I wonder what life will be,
When it consists of just you and me
To love waking up early
Staring at you sleeping silently
I wonder how dare i dream of that
When i know im not adequate
Crestfallen, thinking that it is alright
Although wondering why it's not my fate. 
©yulyana