I told myself i wouldnt cry again.
no matter how it ends.
blood rushes through my vessels
and my head starts to hurt again.
today i put my foot down
& i heard the earth crack some more.
Lord please shift this pain
my heart can't take anymore.
i try & try & keep trying
im done! the mountains can hear me shouting.
Lord please bless my tongue to find the words
cause this feeling has been one of the worst my crown has been dismounted.
Lord please, cause i told myself i wouldnt cry again
no matter how it ends.
©porsha..
P