I thought of you today
even thought of all the words to say
like how much I miss you
and how you were a fool.
oh it must seem cold of me
like I'd say this born of misery
years after the fact was done
but your actions were so cruel.
she was like a fatal disease
an illness everyone but you could see
and you promised you would stay
but instead you disappeared.
and now when I think you
I always wonder what else I could do
anything to wake you up
something you'd actually hear.
you vanished when I needed you
I didnt have anyone else to turn to
and when I screamed for help
you were nowhere to be found.
I made it through that pain.
guess it doesn't matter anyway
but sometimes I still pray for you
that you'll see you're not on solid ground.
they all tell me you're doing well
still captured under her wicked spell
I guess I'm doing fine too.
but still, some nights, I just miss you.
I thought of you today
and how you just went away...
oh Icarus, you flew too high
and I'm still scared you'll fall.
your wings are only made of wax
and as they fade, as time goes past
I know your delusion will end
and I'll see you lose it all.
I'm not still bitter or hurt
I got past it, I learned my worth
but I don't know the answer to my question
will I come to save you when you call?
©tammylynn
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