Never have l ever,
Thought you'd ever look at me twice in a week,
But never in a month.
A snack everyone wants to take a bite of.
Ritchie Untouchable you're called.
Favorite tv show was The Bold and The Beautiful,
And so were your accomplice.
Most successful young man of your generation,
'razzi' wants to know your story.
No one really knew Her, so they questioned your sexuality.
You being the owner, l a mere editor,
Fantasy proved to have no limits.
Bumping onto earth's best made creature,
I was shook by your forget-me-not blue eyes that stared into mine, mine lost into thine.
Second meet you asked me out.
Slapping myself to reality,
I said "yes".
8months you had every life wish to trade theirs for mine.
8months of getting to know the hilarious, intimate, fragile you.
8months of listening to Fantasia.
Ten months, in digital presence, on one knee, posed the question
Shook again, tears seeping down my cheeks, l declined.
It had just hit me,
You loved me. I loved the idea of you.
©andilesayi
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