She in love with me but lives with another man..
she said she care for me but yet still holding his hand.
My heart stop beating when she said that she has to go while been on the phone with me cause he walking through the dough.
Why did I put myself through this...why did I fell for someone who she still kiss.
She told me that she doesn't get much attention..so I gave her that,
she said she doesn't laugh and that was true facts.
But why me....why did I fall for her what was I thinking.. I should have known from the start..
and now I have broken my own heart. It's 11:39pm that Central time for me, I have to be up at 4am and can not sleep..for many thoughts going through my that killing me. I have so many thoughts going through my head that I just don't know what to do ..I guess I won't have a clue..it's hurt to think that I can't have her hand....knowing that she loving another man.
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