If all I ask for is a piece of mind, would that be selfish to the relationship I've grown to endure? Cause at the end of the day, after the lights and cameras, fake and real smiles, I still have to look in the mirror, and ask if I only ask for that, would it be selfish? If I ask for, just a word, when nobody's in the room, would I be out of line, or out of place? Questions that would seem like I'm ungrateful or stirring up your wrath, when it's just a plea to what I'm feeling on the inside. Cause even it's beautiful on the outside, doesn't mean its the same on the inside. While laughter comforts the soul, sadness and uncertainty rots the bones, and at times I'm tettering in between. Can see that your far from me. You're voice is distant, and your touch isn't felt, and everyday the health of my heart and mind, hangs low cause of something simple. If I ask for, what you said I'm suppose to ask for, would it be selfish? Cause nowadays it seems that if I pick what's best for me, I'd bring forth your judgment, and be what I despise a murderer. Man, how can I choose?
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